Wednesday, December 29, 2010

I am Holding Up

It took me quite a while to get back on my feet since the demise of my beloved father.

Everyone worries about me because I looked rather fine with the shock. I sincerely appreciate all the warmth and concern from each and every one of you. However it is just personal to me and I do not prefer expressing them in the way people expect I would.

I mourn his depart with silence and I remember him with smile.

Life has never been easy.

But I keep working on it.

I want him to be proud of me, like he always have, even after he is gone.