It took me quite a while to get back on my feet since the demise of my beloved father.
Everyone worries about me because I looked rather fine with the shock. I sincerely appreciate all the warmth and concern from each and every one of you. However it is just personal to me and I do not prefer expressing them in the way people expect I would.
I mourn his depart with silence and I remember him with smile.
Life has never been easy.
But I keep working on it.
I want him to be proud of me, like he always have, even after he is gone.